i was always an unusual girl,my mother told me i had a chameleon soul,No moral campass pointing due north,no fixed personality,Just an inner indecisiveness that was as wide and as wavering as the ocean.And if i said that i didn't plan for it to turn out this way Id be lying-because i was born to be the other woman,Ibelonged to ne one0who belonged th everyone.who had nothing-who wanted everything with a fire for every experience and an obsession for freedom that terrified me to the point that i couldn't even talk about-and pushed me to a namadic point of madness that both dazzled and dizzied me.
我只是个普通的女孩,我妈妈告诉我有一个善变的灵魂。没有道德罗盘指明方向,没有一个完整的性格。犹豫不决,就像一片宽广无尽摇摆不定的海洋。如果我说,我不打算这么活着,那我完全是在撒谎。我生来就是个别样的女人。我没有归属,我又是任何人的归属。我一无所有,又想要在每一次的经历中浴火重生,渴望自由。渴望一份让我无法表述,荡气回肠的自由,渴望到让我游离不定,头晕目眩。