not sleep all night = escape from reality
sleep at daytime = escape from reality
cigarette and alcohol= escape from reality
play shit games = escape from reality
listen to music = escape from reality
masturbate = escape from reality
pretend you're not ugly=escape from reality
pretend you're handsome = escape from reality
pretend to be a normal = escape from reality
afraid of crowds = escape from reality
keep away from crowds = escape from reality
take off the glasses = escape from reality
fantasize every day = escape from reality
waste time = escape from reality
to be a human = escape from reality
desire death = escape from reality